Monday, November 29, 2021

L.O.V.E. Notes: Meteor

Lost in space
feeling out of place
how's that possible
when you're a star
maybe you don't 
feel like yourself
like you don't shine as 
bright as the rest of them
competing for light
doesn't seem right
so you'd rather fall
than compete at all
and that troubles you
but the scariest part 
is not knowing 
where you'll land
or if you'll be able
to find your way
one day

<3

© 2021



Thursday, November 11, 2021

But Now

My mind
once balanced
disciplined 
free
but now
tired
helpless 
disjointed
what happened 
everything 
nothing
I failed 
miserably
like always
I'm disappointed
heartbroken 
fed up
one question
why not me
same answer
no answer
my mind
once balanced
disciplined
free
but now 
defeated
lifeless
numb
is this it
the end
let's hope not

© 2021








Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Onlooker

Imagine Life
like a parade
watching people
you've never met
hoping one day
maybe you would
only to have them 
pass you by 
now imagine
the very same thing
only difference is
you know everyone
who passes by
and they know you
but there you are
praying to God
they've forgotten 
who you were
so that when
or if you ever
see each other again
it'll be like meeting
for the first time
because the last time
was the last time
how sad is that
apparently
not as sad as
believing you're
undeserving of
ever meeting 
someone new

© 2021