Thursday, November 5, 2020

Straight Ahead

She remembers
of course she does
the scars made sure of that
but her focus is elsewhere
she's spent enough time
looking to her left
and looking to her right
for support from people
who were never there 
like that said they would be
and it blurred her vision a bit
so now she looks straight ahead
there's too much on the line
no time to waste
on those who waste time
she has two pairs of eyes 
watching her every move
they depend on her
more than anything in the world
as she does the best she can
to learn from past mistakes
her scars are still healing
but she's stronger than before
she cannot be finessed 
and she will not be denied 
because she remembers
that feeling of hopelessness 
never again though
she's been through too much 
to let anyone keep her
from seeing things clearly
that includes you

© 2020



 

Tuesday, November 3, 2020

For Granted

Time
we think we 
have enough
but we don't 
not even close
so what do we do
we take it for granted 
that's what I did
now I'm alone
watching the parade
pass by 
crying
praying it isn't real
but knowing it is
opportunities
happiness
gone 
remembering
those three words
I just can't 
hurts
but I did that
taking for granted
what mattered most
and who mattered most
so what's next
anything
is there anything left
of me
to figure that out
I need more time
time
we think we
have enough 
but we don't
not even close

© 2020