Concave

I look at you differently now
so I rather not look at you at all
because you're not the same person
who always claims to be amazing
you didn't used to be embarrassed
or afraid to reveal your shame
I don't even know who you are anymore
and I don't think you know either
what a disgusting sight to see
so I rather not look at you at all
you talk about how far you've fallen 
but the more I think about it
maybe you just decided to jump 
how could you do this to yourself
and to those who believed in you
some people still believe in you
I'm starting to believe in what I see 
so I rather not look at you at all 
because it's disappointing
how pathetic you've become 
when you showed so much passion
and so much fight in the beginning 
but it kind of makes me wonder 
if you have any of that left in you

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