Tuesday, June 2, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Infinity Mirror

Those moments when 
you look up to the sky 
and smile at the universe
because you know what
it means to appreciate life
you've come to realize that 
there's something even
more beyond the stars 
and a paradise awaits 
that's just as beautiful 
as you can possibly imagine 
but you've also realized that
when you have family 
friends who care for you
and the love in your heart
for all living things 
paradise is a feeling
only the soul can capture
is that why you smile
maybe it's the universe 
looking right back at you

<3

© 2026





Friday, May 22, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Stitches

I must keep it together
because if I can't 
how can I expect to heal
they say it takes time
otherwise you're left with
wounds that reopen
risking infection 
from your own thoughts
but if you take too long 
the scars left behind 
may tell a different story
timing is everything 
when seeking closure
in every form of healing
lies a level of discomfort
trust your ability to recover

<3

© 2026




Friday, April 24, 2026

Inflation

So what happens
when you hold back
let me tell you 
social withdrawal
intrusive thoughts 
procrastination 
self-sabotage
you forget things like
how strong you are
or how long it takes
you to do something
after you've failed
from putting up a fight
to putting yourself down
it's draining just 
thinking about all the 
energy you've wasted
when things could've 
been so much better 
so let me tell you
when you hold back 
it comes at a cost
and the price isn't
getting any cheaper

© 2026



Friday, April 17, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Phasmophobia

How long am 
going to allow my 
failures to haunt me
I really don't know
the answer to that
perhaps I'll never know
but maybe if I just
stay in the light 
a little while longer
they'll get tired of
waiting for me 
to fall asleep

<3

© 2026





Tuesday, April 14, 2026

Exasperation

I know the feeling
when you try so hard
not to be the person 
you used to be
but the end result 
is still the same
either you're not
being taken seriously 
or they just don't care
does that bother you
it still bothers me
not like it used to 
but from time to time
I give it energy
maybe too much 
all because I wanted
so badly to be chosen
while forgetting 
the most important step
choosing myself
I'd always forget to do that
but I must remember
truly choosing yourself
means blocking out 
whatever anyone 
else thinks about you
and whatever anyone
has to say about the
changes you've made
don't let them undo
all the work you've done
it's not you anymore

© 2026 



Wednesday, March 18, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: La Más Dura

Yo nunca olvido
ese es mi don
así que mi maldición 
lo que hago con esos recuerdos
hace toda la diferencia 
la responsabilidad es pesada
pero la acepto
hasta el final
espero que no exista tal cosa
como demasiada gracia
porque yo recuerdo
cuando no sentía 
absolutamente nada 
excepto el peso de mis fracasos 

<3

© 2026



Monday, March 9, 2026

Sufficient

I remember being told 
that I fell from grace
because I rely too much
on my own efforts
and my own abilities 
rather than freely claiming 
what God has for me 
hearing those words
prompted a series of questions
I first asked if they believed
God gave them the strength 
to overcome any obstacle 
or endure many hardships
I then asked if they believed
God gave them the power 
to make their own choices
whether right or wrong
finally I asked them if they 
believed they possessed
true God given abilities
yes to all three questions
at that moment it was clear
I could never fall from grace 
maybe they didn't realize
their focus was on religion
whereas mine is relationship
so if I say that I know 
my abilities are divine 
it's the relationship I have
established over time
don't let your beliefs 
rely on passing judgements
or risk missing out on
more than one relationship

© 2026