Sunday, September 27, 2026

Reach

Putting yourself first 
it's the hardest thing to do
especially when your heart
wants to reach out to 
those who are hurting 
just to check on them
because you know it's the
only thing you can do
maybe you're in no position
to even do that anymore
relationships can change 
and some people may not be
who you thought they were
or see you how they used to
it could do more harm 
reaching out to them now 
as hard as that is to hear
you'll probably still do it though
but put yourself in their shoes
remember how it felt
losing hope when things
didn't go as you had hoped 
being so lost that you're at a 
complete loss for words
remember sitting there
allowing yourself to be sad
you eventually made it through
so trust them to do the same

© 2026



Pour Me

How long has it been
can you even remember
when was the last time
your cup overflowed 
really you should be asking
why every version of yourself
has died from dehydration
but you know the answer
the well finally ran dry 
maybe you thought that  
if you just kept giving 
others would return the favor 
and refill your cup for once
that didn't happen though
all you were told was that 
you didn't let anyone pour 
into you like you should've
but that wasn't the issue
the problem was assuming
people would drink responsibly 
as you were pouring recklessly 
if you just kept giving
why wouldn't others keep taking
and that's what happened
sometimes being who you are
can come at a cost
and the price sky rockets
when your self-worth is low

© 2026









Sunday, September 6, 2026

Fed Up III

I've waited for this day
when I would finally say
enough is enough
it takes that sometimes 
and for someone like me
that's what I needed 
people talk about change
being a better version 
very few follow through
I became completely fed up
with how things were
and where things were going
let me tell you something
important that I learned
what you think about yourself
that's what matters most
because you're not special 
even the ones you love 
can disappoint you 
so never value others more
than you value yourself 
enough is enough 
people talk about change
but you must be that change

© 2026


L.O.V.E. Notes: Introspection

Most see a finished product
how could she possibly look
or be any more amazing
it's easy to assume that
all I have to do is maintain
but I've never felt that way 
especially when the truth is
I don't feel as complete
there's still work to be done
work that goes far beyond
anything I can do at the gym
healing takes time 
but how much time  
no one ever really knows 
you just have to take it
moments like this one
sitting here alone 
give me that opportunity 
nothing I've ever lifted 
can compare to the weight 
of my own thoughts
and I remember the
last time I was broken 
I came back stronger
more determined than ever 
life is an exercise in itself
so I'm not a finished product
I'm a product of personal training

© 2026



 

Tuesday, June 2, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Infinity Mirror

Those moments when 
you look up to the sky 
and smile at the universe
because you know what
it means to appreciate life
you've come to realize that 
there's something even
more beyond the stars 
and a paradise awaits 
that's just as beautiful 
as you can possibly imagine 
but you've also realized that
when you have family 
friends who care for you
and the love in your heart
for all living things 
paradise is a feeling
only the soul can capture
is that why you smile
maybe it's the universe 
looking right back at you

<3

© 2026





Friday, May 22, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Stitches

I must keep it together
because if I can't 
how can I expect to heal
they say it takes time
otherwise you're left with
wounds that reopen
risking infection 
from your own thoughts
but if you take too long 
the scars left behind 
may tell a different story
timing is everything 
when seeking closure
in every form of healing
lies a level of discomfort
trust your ability to recover

<3

© 2026




Friday, April 24, 2026

Inflation

So what happens
when you hold back
let me tell you 
social withdrawal
intrusive thoughts 
procrastination 
self-sabotage
you forget things like
how strong you are
or how long it takes
you to do something
after you've failed
from putting up a fight
to putting yourself down
it's draining just 
thinking about all the 
energy you've wasted
when things could've 
been so much better 
so let me tell you
when you hold back 
it comes at a cost
and the price isn't
getting any cheaper

© 2026