Sunday, September 6, 2026

Fed Up III

I've waited for this day
when I would finally say
enough is enough
it takes that sometimes 
and for someone like me
that's what I needed 
people talk about change
being a better version 
very few follow through
I became completely fed up
with how things were
and where things were going
let me tell you something
important that I learned
what you think about yourself
that's what matters most
because you're not special 
even the ones you love 
can disappoint you 
so never value others more
than you value yourself 
enough is enough 
people talk about change
but you must be that change

© 2026


L.O.V.E. Notes: Introspection

Most see a finished product
how could she possibly look
or be any more amazing
it's easy to assume that
all I have to do is maintain
but I've never felt that way 
especially when the truth is
I don't feel as complete
there's still work to be done
work that goes far beyond
anything I can do at the gym
healing takes time 
but how much time  
no one ever really knows 
you just have to take it
moments like this one
sitting here alone 
give me that opportunity 
nothing I've ever lifted 
can compare to the weight 
of my own thoughts
and I remember the
last time I was broken 
I came back stronger
more determined than ever 
life is an exercise in itself
so I'm not a finished product
I'm a product of personal training

© 2026



 

Tuesday, June 2, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Infinity Mirror

Those moments when 
you look up to the sky 
and smile at the universe
because you know what
it means to appreciate life
you've come to realize that 
there's something even
more beyond the stars 
and a paradise awaits 
that's just as beautiful 
as you can possibly imagine 
but you've also realized that
when you have family 
friends who care for you
and the love in your heart
for all living things 
paradise is a feeling
only the soul can capture
is that why you smile
maybe it's the universe 
looking right back at you

<3

© 2026





Friday, May 22, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Stitches

I must keep it together
because if I can't 
how can I expect to heal
they say it takes time
otherwise you're left with
wounds that reopen
risking infection 
from your own thoughts
but if you take too long 
the scars left behind 
may tell a different story
timing is everything 
when seeking closure
in every form of healing
lies a level of discomfort
trust your ability to recover

<3

© 2026




Friday, April 24, 2026

Inflation

So what happens
when you hold back
let me tell you 
social withdrawal
intrusive thoughts 
procrastination 
self-sabotage
you forget things like
how strong you are
or how long it takes
you to do something
after you've failed
from putting up a fight
to putting yourself down
it's draining just 
thinking about all the 
energy you've wasted
when things could've 
been so much better 
so let me tell you
when you hold back 
it comes at a cost
and the price isn't
getting any cheaper

© 2026



Friday, April 17, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: Phasmophobia

How long am 
going to allow my 
failures to haunt me
I really don't know
the answer to that
perhaps I'll never know
but maybe if I just
stay in the light 
a little while longer
they'll get tired of
waiting for me 
to fall asleep

<3

© 2026





Tuesday, April 14, 2026

Exasperation

I know the feeling
when you try so hard
not to be the person 
you used to be
but the end result 
is still the same
either you're not
being taken seriously 
or they just don't care
does that bother you
it still bothers me
not like it used to 
but from time to time
I give it energy
maybe too much 
all because I wanted
so badly to be chosen
while forgetting 
the most important step
choosing myself
I'd always forget to do that
but I must remember
truly choosing yourself
means blocking out 
whatever anyone 
else thinks about you
and whatever anyone
has to say about the
changes you've made
don't let them undo
all the work you've done
it's not you anymore

© 2026