They say what doesn't kill you
makes you stronger
but you do a good job
of making the pain last longer
giving me a chance to kill myself
you also do your very best
to give me as little rest as possible
so while you're an option
you're also an obstacle
an obstacle I must overcome
because sometimes I just need to vent
instead I hyperventilate
then it's too late
you appear
ever so anxious to take advantage
of my anxiety
that much is clear
but I don't want you here
even if you think I need you
I don't need your here either
I don't need your here either
what I need is peace
what I need is for you to cease
cease and desist
before I cease to exist
I'm a living being
who enjoys being alive
with a will to survive
so I can no longer be your slave
and continue to take this abuse
I must be brave
because if I let you have my soul
that is when I loose myself
that is when I loose complete control
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