Downward Spiral

Look at my fingers 
they're covered in blood
my blood 
what have I done to myself 
I did what I felt I had to do
when you've been at the bottom 
your fear is going back there 
and I was well on my way 
it's not easy to stop 
there's nothing to hold on to
I did what I felt I had to do
call me crazy 
most definitely insane 
but it's the reason I'm alive 
look at me 
after the hell I've been through 
the hell I've put myself through
I did what I felt I had to do 
how else could I've stopped it
please tell me 
I've loss so much blood 
my fingers may be forever stained 
but at least I saved myself 
so I'll never be the same again 

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