Monday, November 30, 2015
Sunday, November 29, 2015
Complicated Too
We complicate things
maybe we don't mean to
but we do
we complicate things
because we're complicated
so very complicated
we know better
or at least we say we do
but we refuse to do better
why is that
maybe we're afraid
and in that fear
we complicate things
maybe we don't mean to
but we do
we complicate things
it's a waste of time
time that will never be recovered
only remembered as time wasted
is that what we want
maybe it is
and that's why we're complicated
so very complicated
or maybe we're just being stupid
© 2015
maybe we don't mean to
but we do
we complicate things
because we're complicated
so very complicated
we know better
or at least we say we do
but we refuse to do better
why is that
maybe we're afraid
and in that fear
we complicate things
maybe we don't mean to
but we do
we complicate things
it's a waste of time
time that will never be recovered
only remembered as time wasted
is that what we want
maybe it is
and that's why we're complicated
so very complicated
or maybe we're just being stupid
© 2015
Monday, November 23, 2015
L.O.V.E. Notes: One Day
Maybe one day
you always say that to me
but when you say that to me
I believe you
because I'm a believer too
so yes
maybe one day
we can get to know each other
and learn from one another
I like what I see already
but I won't move unless you're ready
maybe one day
you'll see my heart
and even after knowing my past
we can build something that will last
but not so fast
maybe one day
you always say that
but God willing
we can see it through
because I'm a believer too
so yes
maybe one day
because it's one day worth hoping for
<3
© 2015
you always say that to me
but when you say that to me
I believe you
because I'm a believer too
so yes
maybe one day
we can get to know each other
and learn from one another
I like what I see already
but I won't move unless you're ready
maybe one day
you'll see my heart
and even after knowing my past
we can build something that will last
but not so fast
maybe one day
you always say that
but God willing
we can see it through
because I'm a believer too
so yes
maybe one day
because it's one day worth hoping for
<3
© 2015
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Sunday, November 15, 2015
Selfish Tears
Waking up with tears on my face
next to an empty space
doesn't get any easier
maybe I really do like to be in pain
I know the mere thought sounds insane
but how else do you explain it
there are moments I start shaking
it's like I can feel my heart breaking
worse than ever before
I don't want to do this anymore
my own hurt pales in comparison
considering all the lives lost
how can we say we value death
when we turn tragedies into trends
this must be where humanity ends
man do I feel pathetic
crying as a result of my own sorrow
when there's no promise of tomorrow
not for any of us
why don't we share our tears
the way we share our cheers
when something good happens for us
because that's what we all want
something good to happen for us all
Sunday, November 8, 2015
L.O.V.E. Notes: Shine On Me
Beautiful being of light
please shine on me
even if it's just one ray
please shine on me
because I need it
and I deserve it
I deserve you
beautiful being of light
embrace me
accept my heart
don't judge my past
I'm still a work in progress
but I need more
I need you
not to save me
but to help me save myself
please shine on me
even if it's just one ray
please shine on me
beautiful being of light
that's all I ask
just one ray
because I have my own light
I just need help to see it
<3
© 2015
Saturday, November 7, 2015
Empty Seats
They say your time will come
and to just be patient
so once again I'm patiently waiting
but my patience is fading
like a patient in a waiting room
just hoping the doctor will see me soon
hoping he brings some good news
like you're not dying
so don't ever stop trying
but I'd be lying if I said I could save you
very well then
I guess it's up to me then
somehow I knew it would be
I guess that's how it should be
my apologies
they always say patience is a virtue
without saying impatience can hurt you
so I'm to blame for any bruises
but they were just bruises
scars were just cuts
cuts that eventually healed on their own
so if I remember to be patient
and that I can save myself
why wait on someone else at all
© 2015
and to just be patient
so once again I'm patiently waiting
but my patience is fading
like a patient in a waiting room
just hoping the doctor will see me soon
hoping he brings some good news
like you're not dying
so don't ever stop trying
but I'd be lying if I said I could save you
very well then
I guess it's up to me then
somehow I knew it would be
I guess that's how it should be
my apologies
they always say patience is a virtue
without saying impatience can hurt you
so I'm to blame for any bruises
but they were just bruises
scars were just cuts
cuts that eventually healed on their own
so if I remember to be patient
and that I can save myself
why wait on someone else at all
© 2015
Tuesday, November 3, 2015
L.O.V.E. Notes: For A Second
Maybe we can pretend
pretend that it's just us two
even if it's for a second
I know it wouldn't be fair
but only temporary
like something to numb the pain
at the risk of causing more
but if it's too much to ask for
then maybe we can pretend
pretend that it's just us two
even if it's for a second
I know that scares you
me too
but how can it be wrong
when it feels so right
that's why I rather pretend
even if it's for a second
pretend that it's just us two
because being without you
just doesn't seem real at all
<3
© 2015
pretend that it's just us two
even if it's for a second
I know it wouldn't be fair
but only temporary
like something to numb the pain
at the risk of causing more
but if it's too much to ask for
then maybe we can pretend
pretend that it's just us two
even if it's for a second
I know that scares you
me too
but how can it be wrong
when it feels so right
that's why I rather pretend
even if it's for a second
pretend that it's just us two
because being without you
just doesn't seem real at all
<3
© 2015
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