Friday, March 21, 2025

Save Face

Abuelita 
life was much easier
when I could stop by 
see your face 
cry in your arms
and tell you anything 
no matter what
but you've been gone 
for some time now 
so the only face
I can see is my own
abuelo used to say
pressure can burst pipes
or make diamonds
he's been gone a lot 
longer than you have
nevertheless
I promised not to
let either of you down
maybe that's why 
I struggle so much
am I trying too hard 
or not hard enough 
both feel the same 
if I give up now though 
what would become of
not just your legacy 
but my own

© 2025

Monday, December 23, 2024

L.O.V.E. Notes: Smear Campaign

When things don't go 
the way you imagined 
or hoped they would
disappointment 
it's not a good feeling 
you've tried everything
blending in 
standing out
nothing seems to work 
do you even know 
who you are
at this moment in time
do you even know
where you go from here
your own reflection
has questions
not because of 
what you've done
but because of 
what you've become
unrecognizable 

© 2025




Sunday, May 26, 2024

L.O.V.E. Notes: We Meet Again

She ran to me
eyes so wide
as if she knew me
her curly hair
it's always curly
just how I dreamt it
always so pretty
when she got to me
I wasn't who she
thought I was 
so she stopped
but she did smile
with a tearful eye
I smiled back 
and reflected upon
what could've been

<3

© 2024





Saturday, November 18, 2023

L.O.V.E. Notes: Volumes

I

The irony isn't lost on me
words mean very little 
yet I'm writing in hopes that
someone will listen to you
and keep their sorrys
in favor of changed behavior
because they've made it
nearly impossible to be trusted
with words alone
especially when the actions
fail to support what was said

II

I've always been told
actions speak louder than words
which means that 
giving someone a pass
because you love them
is also an action
one they've taken advantage of
too many times to count
even if you didn't see it as
giving someone a pass
but instead trusting them
maybe you didn't trust yourself
when that person revealed 
their true intentions to you
maybe you didn't want to

III

It's easy to forget that we
decide if words matter
and if actions make an impact
whether it's the act of speaking
or the act of doing
I guess the saying is true after all 
actions speak louder than words
the irony isn't lost on me
so ask yourself this
which action speaks volumes
and which one will you listen to

















<3

© 2023

Thursday, September 21, 2023

Spectacle

I know you're exhausted 
and more times than not
you feel defeated 
emotionally drained
there was a time when
you would suffer in silence
unmotivated to do anything
but you've kept busy
as best as one can
it's hard to forget the pain
even harder to forget
those who helped cause it
you gave so much of yourself
as you always do
only for those to prove
that they didn't deserve you
now they're watching
hoping to see you break down
returning to that person
who once suffered in silence
unmotivated to do anything
they've come to see the show
but I know what you're made of
so let them keep watching
and get ready for the 
performance of a lifetime
they'll still never deserve you
but they do need to see this

© 2023




Wednesday, July 26, 2023

L.O.V.E. Notes: The Little Things

I remember your spaghetti
you knew it was my favorite
we would sit at the table
and have dinner together
I didn't know it at the time
but you were allergic to tomatoes
so why would you keep eating
and risking your health 
because you didn't want me
having dinner alone
you knew it was favorite
but truth be told grandmother
you were my favorite

<3

© 2023



Thursday, July 13, 2023

Recuerda

Cuando se olvidan de ti
qué vas a hacer
lo único que puedes hacer
recuerda quien eres
y quien quieres ser
tal vez descubras que
eres más fuerte sola
o con alguien que te aprecia
porque esas personas
que se olvidaron de ti
nunca te apreciaron
ahora que lo pienso 
quizás nunca te conocieron 

© 2023