L.O.V.E. Notes: Wounded Warrior

Sometimes I wonder 
if this is what I looked like 
would you ask if I needed anything 
or would you just come find me
knowing that I'm a point of no return
what if I was severely beaten 
covered in blood 
and ready to end my suffering 
the only way that made sense to me
would you be concerned 
or would I be getting what I deserved 
at times I can't even see
let alone see things clearly 
and even if I could 
my eyes aren't to be trusted 
no more than my thoughts are 
so believe me when I tell you 
I feel a lot worse than this looks 
but if I were to ever look like this
just know how hard I fight to stay here 

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