They ignore you
expecting you to always be there
that is until you dissappear
and decide to move on
then they come looking for you
hoping that you return
but you don't
instead you refuse
not because you don't love them
but because for the first time
you love yourself more
if they only knew how long that took
mistake after mistake
all of the tears
wrestling with your own thoughts
just to be able to smile
without it hurting so much
they probably don't even care
and if they do care
they won't show it
because they're also hurting
so they ignore you
but they don't ever forget you
especially now that you're gone
expecting you to always be there
that is until you dissappear
and decide to move on
then they come looking for you
hoping that you return
but you don't
instead you refuse
not because you don't love them
but because for the first time
you love yourself more
if they only knew how long that took
mistake after mistake
all of the tears
wrestling with your own thoughts
just to be able to smile
without it hurting so much
they probably don't even care
and if they do care
they won't show it
because they're also hurting
so they ignore you
but they don't ever forget you
especially now that you're gone
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