Friday, May 16, 2025

L.O.V.E. Notes: Travel Light

They blame you for the silence 
whatever helps them sleep at night 
but you shouldn't lose sleep at all
it wasn't you who acted differently
everyone has their own life to live 
so you certainly didn't blame them 
when they chose to ignore you 
that must've been a difficult time 
yet here they are casting aspersions 
do you think they're fully aware
just how long you've been in this space
holding on to things you are 
desperately trying to let go of 
it's great that they're at a place
where life has shown them grace
but if that's not where life is for you
it's okay to travel in the dark
as long as you see yourself in the light
don't take their words too personally
you're basically strangers at this point
maybe they'll see you differently one day
or maybe they'll never know 
the same silence they blame you for
is the silence you suffered alone in
so if you never hear from them again
think of it as one less bag to carry 
on your way to where you
always knew you would be 

<3

© 2025



Friday, March 21, 2025

Save Face

Abuelita 
life was much easier
when I could stop by 
see your face 
cry in your arms
and tell you anything 
no matter what
but you've been gone 
for some time now 
so the only face
I can see is my own
abuelo used to say
pressure can burst pipes
or make diamonds
he's been gone a lot 
longer than you have
nevertheless
I promised not to
let either of you down
maybe that's why 
I struggle so much
am I trying too hard 
or not hard enough 
both feel the same 
if I give up now though 
what would become of
not just your legacy 
but my own

© 2025