Grip

The mindset never changes 
but I have my days
where I'm not exactly sure
how long I can hold on
I've tried to keep myself busy 
and remain focused on goals 
that I've set for myself 
but I have my days 
I used to think breaking down 
was a sign of weakness 
and true strength came from 
the ability to keep it together 
no matter what came my way 
I've been okay for the most part 
but I have my days 
why am I expected to smile 
knowing how hard it is 
not to tear away at my skin
or how much I struggle 
with just looking in the mirror 
that's why I keep a tight grip
I can't lose what's left of me
maybe it's only a matter of time 
I'll never give up though 
but I have my days
where I feel stripped of all hope

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