Flicker

It's not that easy
people think it is
but nothing could be 
further from the truth
it's a constant struggle
not just being the light
but being in the light
the shadows 
are so inviting 
offering comfort 
even protection in a way
but it's a new year right
that doesn't matter 
anxiety doesn't take a break
depression doesn't 
take a day off
and mental illness doesn't 
know when to quit
so you have to keep going
even if it's not as bright
as it once was
it may even flicker a bit
but that doesn't matter either
just keep it close
if you feel yourself slipping
don't let go
because it's your light
and your light is your life

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