Thursday, September 6, 2018

On Second Thought

What if I relapse right now 
and refill the prescription 
the doctor prescribed me
just to numb the feelings
from reemerging suicidal thoughts
that cause me to have panic attacks 
associated with depression
would you judge me like the rest
criticize me for being weak
or would you have my back 
as I battle my demons once again
nobody's perfect
we're only human
that's what everyone keeps saying
all I keep hearing are opinions 
from imperfect people 
that claim will support you 
but downplay their imperfections 
while condemning you
for how imperfect you really are
so that makes me wonder
how people would react if...
maybe I shouldn't focus on that
because that's usually how it starts

© 2018


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