Pillow Talk

Do you know what it's like
it's like wanting to change the channel
but never having the control
or when you know the truth
but you haven't told a single soul
who would believe you anyway
that's what it's like
just look at my history 
filled with so many remember me's
and other painful memories 
but here's the real unsolved mystery 
a man once comfortable in his own misery
suddenly wants to inspire
come on now
no wonder they call me a liar
even though I'm not lying
sure I feel sad sometimes 
but I'm not crying
not anymore
because see I started with my mindset 
which sets the tone
for me to get out of my comfort zone
and I haven't even finished yet
not until I'm as uncomfortable as I can get

© 2015