I should just learn to play my part
why does everything I do have to be from the heart
not only am I completely insane
but I'm also stupid for thinking I can avoid the pain
I've been told not to care as much as I do
"don't look for someone to care just as much as you"
but I never listen though
even though I remember those days when I just didn't know
and people would ask me how's my depression
instead of asking me how's my progression
my fear led to me pushing the one I loved away
but that's a story for another day
I still regret that I couldn't get her to stay
then best friends dropped off the face of the earth
around the same time I was questioning my own worth
so when I'm asked why do I care so much for
I think about those times when I should've cared more
and all the prices that I've paid
which is why I try to inspire using mistakes I've made
it's a start
probably not smart
but I'm just learning to play my part
<3
© 2015
why does everything I do have to be from the heart
not only am I completely insane
but I'm also stupid for thinking I can avoid the pain
I've been told not to care as much as I do
"don't look for someone to care just as much as you"
but I never listen though
even though I remember those days when I just didn't know
and people would ask me how's my depression
instead of asking me how's my progression
my fear led to me pushing the one I loved away
but that's a story for another day
I still regret that I couldn't get her to stay
then best friends dropped off the face of the earth
around the same time I was questioning my own worth
so when I'm asked why do I care so much for
I think about those times when I should've cared more
and all the prices that I've paid
which is why I try to inspire using mistakes I've made
it's a start
probably not smart
but I'm just learning to play my part
<3
© 2015
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