if I'm insecure
or just insane
as I try to find a cure
for this pain
but just as I predicted
the wounds are self inflicted
they always are
it's not that I don't try to fight
I just fight trying
so I stay up all night crying
letting tears cover my shirt
holding on to the hurt
why do I feel so low
in all honesty
I honestly don't know
but if I give up
it's a foregone conclusion
that this was an illusion
and it was all for show
so for now I'll scream
hopefully not in vain
it's not easy chasing a dream
nobody said it would be
it's even harder to catch
as well it should be
but I guess
that's why I stress
I'm not quite sure
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