Lo Que Soy

I'm a ghost 

disguised as an angel

but also an angel

disguised as a dream

I offer light

by helping people 

see in themselves

what has always been there

all while being haunted 

by a reality

I refuse to fully accept 

not when my passion

my energy 

and my fire burns as

bright as it ever has

maybe it's all for nothing

or maybe it's the only way 

this ghost can find peace

on the other side

by helping people

I can't change who I am 

whether I'm a ghost 

an angel 

or even a dream

© 2021

Bury Them

Nightmares 

enemies of my dreams

antagonists of sleep 

keeping thoughts of the past

relevant in the present

crippling my chances

of a better future

because when I wake up

I remember everything

the rejections

how they made me feel

and how I feel now

being told things like

please don't like me

I don't do relationships

or I can't trust you romantically 

it's not worth the risk

not this time

and that's not counting

those who've ghosted me

maybe they're right 

I'm not worth the risk

but regardless of that

I have to take those thoughts

and bury them deep 

lay them to rest 

so that I can be at peace

it's the only way

because if I don't bury them

they'll most certainly bury me

cause of death 

nightmares

© 2021

Just Like (Ever After II)

You used to believe

just like I did

maybe you still do

and there's a part

of you that hopes things 

will be better next time

but maybe there's another

part of you that knows

what happened last time

could happen again

that's what scares me

because I was unworthy

and I had the opportunity

to live happily ever after

only to cause her pain

I never meant for her to feel

just like he did to you

maybe he didn't value himself

enough to know your worth

so I wouldn't blame you 

if you didn't try again

but you deserve it

your happily ever after

just like she does

that's why she chose herself

and I now sit alone

if there's any part of you 

that still believes 

choose yourself first

but don't it could cost you 

everything you've ever loved

just like it did me

© 2021

L.O.V.E. Notes: Intenciones

Haz lo oído todo

el amor

la admiración

y también la crítica

todos tienen una opinión 

de qué es lo mejor para ti

tantas opiniones 

pero la verdad es 

que nadie sabe

y muy poca gente

toma el tiempo 

para entender

tus luchas 

por esa razón

es difícil confiar en alguien

cuando las intenciones

no están claras

pero si te preocupas por

las intenciones de los demás

perderás el enfoque

hay unos que te apoyan

y otros que te ven 

como una amenaza

eso es la realidad

sin embargo

no te importa 

porque vives tu vida

con la intención 

ser feliz    

exitosa    

y sin disculpas 

así es mejor

<3 

© 2020

The Sun Speaks

There you are

I know it's not always 

easy to see me

but every morning

I do my very best

to find you 

wherever you may be

because I need you 

more than you need me

I've been inspired

by your light 

since you were born 

even at my brightest 

my light has never been 

as bright as yours

clouds get in my way

more often than not

but no matter the obstacle

you find a way for overcome

and shine all on your own

it's been an honor

watching you shine

there's nothing like it

I help create Life

but you are Life

your light helps others

that makes you

a lightworker

I can only do so much

sharing time with the moon

the universe needs you

Love needs you

© 2020

This Too

It's not easy

not even for me

knowing that

the world needs healing

and I'm a healer

sure I help others

get in shape 

but sometimes

even I struggle 

finding the motivation

when I need it most

that's why discipline 

is so important 

positive energy

having the right mindset

these things matter

more than ever

especially right now

and so I sit here

frustrated 

somewhat unsure

but also confident

that things will get better

I'll continue to do my part

knowing that 

the world needs healing

and I'm a healer

it's not easy

not even for me

but this too shall pass

just breathe

this too shall pass

© 2020

Fiery

At first glance

she appears calm 

but don't be fooled

there's more

look deeper 

it's in her eyes

confidence

self-awareness

fearlessness 

all the ingredients

to live her life

on her own terms

in her rawest form

she said it herself

but don't be fooled

there's more

can you feel it

her energy

mindset

fighting spirit 

she's everything

you've wanted to see

in yourself

for a long time 

because like her

it's always been there

that spark

only you can ignite

she found a way

but don't be fooled

there's more

so much more 

© 2020