L.O.V.E. Notes: Entradas de Diario

El amor es 

más que 

un comentario 

en una foto 

porque si nadie 

entiende ninguna 

palabra escrita

o hablada

nunca entenderá 

la belleza 

que eres tú

<3

© 2022

Destrozada

Trato de no pensar

en los fracasos

porque hay tantos

cuando me consumen

mi mente divaga

a un lugar peligroso

y aunque puedo escapar

siempre regreso

a ese mismo lugar

lleno de los mismos

sentimientos

permití que un fracaso 

me molestara más 

que los demás

y eso me dejo 

destrozada

pero escucho

las palabras de mi abuela

sigue adelante

valdrá la pena

ojalá que sí

si sólo el tiempo dirá

qué lo dirá de mí

© 2022

L.O.V.E. Notes: Together Forever

Time has been taken from us

and there's no getting it back

while I understand that

it doesn't make me less angry

because I know in my heart 

when you were home

I could've protected you

that's what I keep telling myself

I could've stayed overnight

or maybe visited more often 

to make sure you were okay

fixing whatever you needed 

just like grandpa used to

I'm still not use to the fact

that you don't live in the house

I grew up in anymore

even after all these years 

and now you're on lockdown

there's no visitation allowed

I can't even sit with you

whether you remember me

or I remind you of your brother

that doesn't really matter

you'll always be my grandma

as well as my best friend

of course I'm scared

how can I not be scared 

these are scary times we're in

I just need you to survive this

so that we can have a chance

to sit together once again

like we used to 

<3

© 2022

Chosen

I gave everything

to be one of the chosen

maybe that's why 

sometimes I feel like

I've got nothing left

but what if I didn't 

give it everything I had

that would bother me

reliving each failure 

wondering what else

I could've done

knowing that I wasn't 

the best version of myself

I tried to improve

hoping for another chance

only to see those chances

go to the chosen 

what I wouldn't give

to be one of the chosen

now I'm trying to figure out

if I've learned my lesson

best version 

worst version 

does it really matter

maybe all I have to do

is what I should've done

from the start

choose myself

and see what happens

nothing's guaranteed

but if I choose myself

I'll always be one of one

© 2021

L.O.V.E. Notes: Meteor

Lost in space

feeling out of place

how's that possible

when you're a star

maybe you don't 

feel like yourself

like you don't shine as 

bright as the rest of them

competing for light

doesn't seem right

so you'd rather fall

than compete at all

and that troubles you

but the scariest part 

is not knowing 

where you'll land

or if you'll be able

to find your way

one day

<3

© 2021

But Now

My mind

once balanced

disciplined 

free

but now

tired

helpless 

disjointed

what happened 

everything 

nothing

I failed 

miserably

like always

I'm disappointed

heartbroken 

fed up

one question

why not me

same answer

no answer

my mind

once balanced

disciplined

free

but now 

defeated

lifeless

numb

is this it

the end

let's hope not

© 2021

Onlooker

Imagine Life

like a parade

watching people

you've never met

hoping one day

maybe you would

only to have them 

pass you by 

now imagine

the very same thing

only difference is

you know everyone

who passes by

and they know you

but there you are

praying to God

they've forgotten 

who you were

so that when

or if you ever

see each other again

it'll be like meeting

for the first time

because the last time

was the last time

how sad is that

apparently

not as sad as

believing you're

undeserving of

ever meeting 

someone new

© 2021