Thursday, January 15, 2026

Cinema

Whether they're a co-star
a supporting actor or actress
or simply just an extra 
everyone has their part to
play in your movie called Life
and while I'd hoped to one day
have a bigger role in that movie
I appreciate the time I had 
being who I had to be for you
as long as I helped in some way
that was my purpose after all
I couldn't have fulfilled my role
with any other mindset 
but it wasn't always so easy 
I selfishly wanted more
because I felt I deserved more
and I know there's nothing wrong
with believing in yourself 
but knowing that some people
are only here for a season
it was my responsibility 
to make sure that whatever 
role I played in your life
was done with care
to the best of my ability
I could feel sorry of myself
but there's still a movie
in production right now
along with several others in fact
we all have a part to play
and I have the biggest part
in at least one of them 

© 2026








Monday, January 5, 2026

L.O.V.E. Notes: It's Fine

I realized something

we may get to write

or rewrite our own story

but we can't dictate

how we'll be remembered

I was hoping that I'd be

remembered for being

an amazing friend with

the best intentions

a kind soul who always

offered affirmations 

that could be life changing

maybe it's the latter

but I should've known

even my own father

who also ghosted me

had a quote on his wall 

written by yours truly 

and he'll even know 

neither will any of you

some of your favorites

under many different names

hanging on your walls

posted on social media 

sometimes I wonder if 

you know it was from me

would it still be your favorite

intrusive thoughts

fueled by loneliness 

they don't last long

so don't worry about me

I don't intend to stop

using my words 

to encourage others 

because no matter how

you remember me

if I remember who I am

and never forget to smile

the story just writes itself


<3


© 2026