Depersonalization

This isn't me
I've been divided
trapped between worlds
seeking guidance
absolution
solace
what do I do
keep going
even though 
I feel defenseless
paralyzed
distant 
more than usual 
this isn't me
did I forget 
who I was before 
I was focused 
passionate
energetic 
where did it all go 
please come back 
Universe 
I need help to heal myself 
this isn't me 

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